"feelings" its all about a rawkinG SHRADDHA.

just before a month ago i heard somewhere a rock concert is scheduled at Allahabad.anyhow i arranged two tickets for that concert one for mine girlfriend and another absolutely for me:) :).
7.00pm place:-myohall
first performance was just begins and WOW a 16 yr old girl comes with acoustic guitar and starts "TERI-MERI PREM KAHANI".and i must say that was just mind blowing.i just lost mahself where i was......nothing was around me her voice was continuously reverberating all over there.
actually that was unpredictable every one forgotten his/her soul at that time..
even its my pleasure that we r BEST FRIEND..THnx from behalf of my heart.:):)):)

Teri Meri

Meet a girl named Shraddha Sharma from Dehradun. She is the latest Internet Sensation in India after Govind Tiwari from Allahabad. Her Facebook Page is https://www.facebook.com/pages/Shraddha-Sharma/156074794471305?sk=wall

It was created on August 17th this year and within 4 days she has managed to get over 3000 fans(3100 as of now) on Facebook and it is growing. The girl has a melodious voice and is definitely good looking. She merely recited some(5-6) of her favorite songs in front of web cam and uploaded it to Youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/user/shraddharockin



While videos were uploaded sometimes back, the Facebook page was created just few days ago and it was done. She started getting thousands of followers.Just notice the pace at which her fan base is growing which I am sure is bound of cross 5000 by EOD today.

feeling of an innocent hom0sapien...:):)

People say we're all too young to know what love truely is. To know how it feels to be in love with someone. But to each of us, love is something different. It's something spectacular. It's something that fills your heart and soul with happiness and joy. It's when you feel like you are going to be with that person forever. It's when you feel so safe when you talk to them and you get butterflies in your stomach everytime you think about them. But for me, love is something I feel with everything in me. I feel as if I'm in love, and I believe it. You don't need to tell me what love is because we all have a different perspective of love. No matter if you're 75 or 7, or anywhere inbetween. Love to me is when you can't stop smiling when you're talking to that person, and when you're talking to them it feels like it's just the two of you on the entire earth and no one else is there to bother you. It's when you feel so safe with them, when you feel safe just holding their hand or laying together, or even talking to them on the phone til' late hours of the night. When you fall asleep talking to each other on the phone everynight, and you can't fall asleep unless you hear their voice. When you make little silly nicknames for each other and call one another by them. It's when you sing "your" song to them. It's when you can be yourself around that person and never care what they think, because you know they won't judge you. The can see you at your best and at your worst. When you take care of each other and make sure they're okay even when they just cough. Love is a magnificent thing. Love is something we all can experience. We all will at one time or another in our lives.

love me:):)

A 1350cc big bang

The title above is unfamiliar because each of us knows that when we talk about thinking, then we also have to talk about the tool that is used to think, which is our brain.

Brain is a marvelous thing given by God to human to be developed and not to be given for human’s, because one time human will be asked for responsibility of the thing that is entrusted to them for using it. Who ever he/she is, nobody will get away from Him.

The marvelous thing called brain is in fact amazing. Brain has one trillion nerve cells. Each cell can process information faster than Pentium 4. It has ever been calculated that if we want to build a super computer with processing ability and memory capacity close to human brain, it needs a computer that has size of 50 times bigger than soccer field and has the height of Liberty statue, meanwhile the electricity of our brain is smaller than a 10 watt lamp.

Besides, the human brain has some skills, which are :
1. Language-word, symbol.
2. Number.
3. Logics-order, list, analysis, time, association.
4. Rhythm
5. Color
6. Imagination-dream, visualization.
7. Consciousness-dimension, whole picture.

A fact said that a human actually only uses less than 2% of his/her brain till he/she dies (Institute of Brain Stanford University).

Dr. Mark Rosenweig from Paris, based on his research, made a conclusion that even if brain is filled with 10 kinds of data and simple pictures continuously for 100 years, it only takes less than 10% of its capacity. This fact is amazing and maybe beyond our prediction.

Our brain is created to solve or give a solution for every problem we experienced without causing stress, frustration, disappointment and asking to the wrong people about the problem we deal with. This technique is called mind storming, whereas we stimulate our brain to think about solution of problems we face. The technique is simple. Take a blank piece of paper and a pen. Then, start to write about problems we face in questions. For example :
- How to increase sales this month?
- How do I get promotion quickly?
- How can my family be happy?

Then, we must give the answers ourselves. Give 20 different answers to those questions.
The first five answers are maybe the easiest, meanwhile the rest could be the most difficult.

When you have finished answering all the question, you have 20 different solutions to solve your problems. You can choose and start to do it.

If the technique has not worked yet, add other different answers to those questions.

This is what I mean with using our brain to think.

A letter from heart :)

A letter from heart..


Dear Heart

I can't stop thinking of you. Even if I try my very best not to, I can't get you out of my mind.
I know there isn't much I can do about the ocean of distance between us, but still you never seem to leave my dreams of us. Your my first and last thought of every day.
You are the passion in my heart, and in every inch of my body.
Now and forever all I wish is to feel your head on my shoulder, my arms around you, your hair on my face, your breath on my cheek, your warmth while we sleep.
You'll never wonder if you are loved or wanted because you will know, I will tell you every day, many times, from now until I can no longer form the words. Your every want will be my every need. Your every wish will become my goal. I will never be controlling or try to change you. because I love you for who you are, I will deal with your inner demons and ask you to please look over mine if you can. I will work hard to "with you" resolve any problems that we may encounter.
You are the light in my life and I will love you until the sun burns cold and until the stars grow old. My future, life would not be complete without you in it.
Hope you don't mind this letter, I just thought that you would want to know.
BG





Here was my reply from guess who.



Dear Beloved,

Life often takes drastic turns. At times we may not know what is ahead. I have found solace in following your lead, confident that we are capable of facing whatever challenges may lie ahead. I look forward to spending an eternity with you. A compliment of you is what I strive to be. I am confident that we will live together for an indefinitely long time. Why?

I love you. I love you in every sense of the word. I love you with warm and personal affection, as a close friend. I love you as a dear family member. I love you romantically. Most of all I love you with the strongest form of love, principled agape love; a love that is an unselfish concern for doing what is right and good, whether it appears to be deserved or not. It is a love that covers mistakes. It provides the basis for “putting up with one another and forgiving one another freely.” Granted we all make mistakes, but this love allows us to forgive. This principled agape love never fails. It is a perfect bond of union.

I deeply respect you. I want to honor you by being kind to you, respectful of your dignity and expressed views, and ready to fulfill any reasonable request made of me. I want to show my deep respect by considering what is best for you and giving that priority. I understand and accept that we may not always agree. It would be unreasonable to expect us to have identical opinions and views on everything. However, I do respect your views and opinions. I want to show my respect for your dignity as well by not making you the object of demeaning jokes or comments.

Because of the love and deep respect I have for you, I feel we can overcome any obstacles that may lie ahead. I feel we can have a happy future together, forever. There are many things I need to work on, many things I want to do but have yet to accomplish. I really need to work at communicating. Good communication flourishes when there are gently spoken words, gracious looks and gestures, kindness, understanding, and tenderness. I know I have failed at times to be understanding and to speak gently and for this I am truly sorry. While learned behavior is not an excuse for me to act in such a way, it may assist you in understanding. There are many personality traits I need to improve on. I find more and more aspects of my personality that need improvement each day. Please be patient with me as I try to make these improvements.

I am trying. I am trying to do what you need me to do. I am being patient but I must admit I am confused and slightly frustrated when my efforts to provide you with, what I believe to be, what you need are met with a less than positive reaction. At times I feel no matter what I do, or how, I am only going to succeed in causing you pain. I am being patient, and will continue in my patience, hoping to gain understanding in time.

I am learning to keep your interests first. You think this cannot be learned, I disagree. I have lived the majority of my life putting the needs of others first. However, for self-preservation I began putting myself first in order to avoid extreme pain and heartache. I had been trampled and beaten so often that in order to save my self from more harm I needed to put my interests first. I know I am capable of putting your needs, wants, and desires first and foremost. I know because it was a challenge to make myself less selfless and more selfish. I do love you and trust you completely. I need to recondition myself and readjust my thinking. I know you will not cause me any intentional harm. This knowledge allows me to make myself vulnerable again. I am able but most of all I truly desire to look out for your best interests instead of my own.

I love you sincerely, without reservation. I respect you deeply.

I miss you.

With all my love,

Heart

LOVE ME....

I'm pretty excited about all of the things you've had to offer me lately. For example, work is starting to make sense and the new friends you're bringing into my picture are nice. I just wanted to send you a brief thank you note because for once it seems like things are working out with you. And I'm grateful. So...thanks.
Love,Me

FLASHBACK {;}

The pain I feel within

The tears I cry they sink

With every piece of me

I'll give you all to keep.

...

There's times I want to hide

And lock myself up, where no one can find,

For these thoughts to reside





Nevermind, I've just been wasting my time

Caught up in your lies

I still try to deny



It cuts my flesh from inside

I feel the pain, its intense

with hatred ...

BLAH <>

just thinking at da coridoor ,in b/w 6 billion homo sapiens,more then 1000 frnds ,bt i didnt get any prsn whome would be sit next to me and together we could stare in2 the extreme emptiness that lies before us, while i talked about how scared and sorry, lost and lonely i am, to whom i could confess all my sins, reveal all my scars and for once in all my life till now, feel at peace with who i am..with all the drops of blood and sweat n tears that constitute "ME",with the whole idea of my existence here..and for that moment in time i could let go of my obsession for "purpose" and "achievement".what kind of prsn i"m actually ,a very trajic question it is .I found many extempor relationship in da form of installments, you will be laughing on me ..is"nt it? EVEN I"M DAMN SURE YES YOU ARE..well according to indian sexual ratio which shows relative cöncept about draculas (i used it 4 grls) were shows also very interesting phenomn i.e there is only 850 ön1000 humble pops...bt its more den enough actually.why ? Every one knows. Well widout waisting time come to the topic hey ! Its my lonelyness..why ? I dono!! I tried bt still widout any answer...i washed out mah 1350cc brain for getting da answer why only i'm? Ppl comes fullfil there requirements and never look back....even i'm not a exception,its all about reality .well i can hope there will be anyone who'd sit next to me.....



Kinda blah.... next time it will be much btr. Lolz



by-vikas pandey

its a golden day of my life!!!

time-4.30pm (20-10-2010)

At kukreti (a jokish restorent) - i found a call from n.i.o.t (ministry of earth sciences) that our team has been selected for conceptual design report phase ..in short :- actually we r making a under water autonoums vehicle at that time...and it gives a new era to my life...

instead of i was little bit unhappy too because of we r not the single one in this competition ..my frnds team too involved in it...and they were not selected.whatever.... then U shape turn is started now in my retarded life which was in likely to be tinny tonny way.they (n.i.ot) told us the second phase will be scheduled in FEB.

And what a SIDEBACK its 10th of DEC they mailed a later about the preponed sheduled of C.D.R round. and it will be held at 6th of jen..and ROFL it clashed from our semester exams.
whatever we tried much for resheduling of dates but all process were meaningless worthless:-((.insted of we all ( DHIRENDRA,VIVEK,HARSH,ASHISH)TEAM MEMBER had done whatever they could. we met to DIRECTOR ,DEAN,etc.and all were worthless:-(
at all we all are with collection of our dreams &thoughts restarted our project.
operation "TRITON "begins.the day after tomorrow was came.(only 1o days left) we all were busy in doing our project without any fear of our actual goal
(i.e= b-tech)we worked 5 to 6 our every day from 1.0am to 6.0 am.and also with lil bit study.actually every engineering student knows in 3rd yr it d"snt matter wat u read or done ur experience were enough for any exams...:-)).
whatever my b"day came it was 25th of dec,introducing my another golden time .i proposed my childhood frnd Nitika shukla,and she excepted my proposel.wat a day that was.i was rolling in the fore.then the day had been came.
8-1-2011
we all had our last exam of 5th sem mine was "appliction of internal combustion engine".with in a two hour it ended and we all were at hazrat nizamuddin station (delhi)in next 2 hour. train was late as usual (i.e indian railway yaar:-)) )6 hour.actually we all were going for presentation on our project at N.I.OT.spended 6 hour at cumsum restorent near to station.

well train came.it was duranto experess.our seat were upgraded 1st time i thought indian railway was how much kind:-).lets come to interesting part of our journey.it was 11.30PM of 9th OF JEN i and ashish were prepairing for presentation after that i saw at seat no .55 3 girls are wathching somthing in laptop . OH MY GOD bullshit they wre watching blue film"s with full injoyment.first time i saw these things by girls.i swere i dnt want to write it bt for showing that girls r not so much innocent i am including this phase...
whatever when they saw me all of them closed there laptop.and without any eye contect they were slept.all of them were about 16 to 18 year old.
and then day has been come we reached at "chennai station" 19 hour late...it was 3.30pm and direct we went to thambram road chennai for presentation .19 teams were selected from all over india and we all are one of them proud feeling:-) is"nt it.well presntation was good all scientist were grade A they were asked sm question to us like "calculate your buoyancy".how will ur propeller manage the speed of ur "AUV"etc..and now left
fir kabhi likhunga...:-))

one of my kind:-)